Quelle: poetry p f
The White Table, 4 am.
You are asleep my hope-and-all
in the guest room above the night wind
while I, at the white table,
ponder nervous sounds of yet another night,
a wakeful speck of metropolitan thought.
It is the hour of the burglar
and the anxious father, of late lovers
and tragic drinkers — and we
who shuffle the endless pack of words
share the fever and fret of them all.
There is no silence outside the mind
but revealing noise: the bitty tick of clock
scratching the wall, the wailing
identity of police cars pursuing
their morality through suburban dreams,
and, if I listen hard enough,
beyond the screams of insecurity — no,
not the scrunching of death's heel
on gravel! — but something more: always
the murmur of impossible truth, blank
and white as this table on which I write.
Golders Green, 22.10.94
published in The Green Crayon Man, Rockingham Press, 1997